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致吉姆君

Dear Jim San

How is everything at home? I assume that you should have a lovely time.

Since you reminded me, I realise that I haven't updated here for a little while. I believe i could have alot to say. But strangely I feel that many things have passed by their perfect time of being mentioned.

Apparently the side effect of finishing college seems cured well. I am packed with the endless choices from freedom. I find myself on a level of thoughtless happiness.
I went to places and took pictures to try to memorise them. I visited imdb and amazon to be categorised. I met new people and filled the silence with new topics and felt satisfied. I am learning my new crowded life. My only contact with college mates is that i wonder about their lives sometime. I am officially trying to say good bye to the olden days, since it can be very cruel and frastrating. Whereas the new life is fancy and prospective, i have nothing to complain. When i feel it's too much, i start on new books. They share slience and darkness. This fascinates me. So to summarise, I might have less to say but i have more choices. What else i could ask for?

I wish you are feeling happy. I look forward to your pictures from summer home.

Yours

J

lost it
what does it mean?
cant think about it

i am leaving. Can u feel it?

to the sea

if life can have a cut

whenever i am awake, i talk to myself in mute. whatever have passed are strings in the mad hands. up and down, cells dividing inside me. natural ecstasy, endless torture. my present lives in past, and ceases. every inches of times could never possibly be illuded. if live can have a clear cut, i never meet i, i would leave empty handed. things with no need of result, people with no need of answer. so one can free. or past links with the supposed future. where i am less stupid for understanding. either way, present missing, in time of a finger bang, even though blank clean greyness sounds stupid. no way a story has no answer. but for years the last book can be published. or what if the authors die. that could be easier actually, as soon as i know it will terminate. no need to take it to my grave. haha i would laugh.

昨天的流水账

在学校
知道了成绩
吉姆和我一样没拿到first
彼此装着无所谓
大家take a "result" break
朱力安拍照留念
大家情绪复杂
工作
乱七八糟事儿
饿
5点就开始等着保安7点来赶我们
保安来晚了
玩儿棒球到天黑
冷
饿
奥立说不去朱力安家了
大家劝还不去，大家失望
大家去了朱力安家
奥立说是他心情不好的关系
奥立来了
吃pizza
看了朱力安小时候的照片
他哥哥比他帅
妈妈年轻时是funky的日本女生
玩儿游戏机
玩儿纸牌 21点儿
喝了5 shots左右的jin
学卷烟卷
玩儿乒乓球
其他人都只会玩儿和平球
接着玩儿游戏机
4点了都没劲儿了
朱力安安排床
分到舒服的大床
通知小博
4点半睡觉
10点醒了
喝茶喝咖啡
拍照
天真好
朱力安是好host
合影上车
半路没油了
奥立去2 miles以外打油
无聊，拍照，等奥立
奥立把大家送回家